pale fire

• bu nefis fates warning parcasinin sözlerini de yazayim tam olsun:
  
  walking through a wasteland of words and memories
  looking for the person i used to be
  thoughts i don't recognize make me realize
  times have changed and so have i
  and a familiar fear comes back to me
  
  pale fire
  dry land getting drier
  nothing can grow
  in the ashes of desire
  pale fire
  burned on the desire
  no one can grow
  with nothing to inspire
  
  the bitter harvest of a barren land
  i'm painting pictures you don't understand
  dust blinds my eyes, makes me realize
  i'm choking life with living lies
  
  pale fire
  dry land getting drier
  nothing can grow
  in the ashes of desire
  pale fire
  burned on the desire
  no one can grow
  with nothing to inspire
  
  and a familiar fear claims another day
  wondering have i said all i have to say
  
  edit: (bkz: kendini ele vermek)