serenity

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  in a transparent myriad of men
  i stand, transfixed
  i am lost, searching
  
  "am i the crestfallen?" i ask
  there is no light...
  "am i the blinded?" i ask
  ...nor serenity
  
  redeem me, i yearn
  i yearn for an answer
  i am lost, searching
  
  "am i to vanish like water?" i ask
  the desert is my daily bread...
  "am i to wither like trodden grass?" i ask
  ...and tears of threefold my drink
  
  redeem me, i yearn
  i am lost, dear god
  redeem me from this nothingness