day six childhood

• agony:
  you’re alone in your bedroom
  hiding from the world, staring at the ceiling
  
  me:
  mother said ‘he’ll be home soon’
  but he never was, and i knew how she was feeling
  
  fear:
  you always let him down; ‘you’d never be like him’
  he’d always break you, never let you win
  no matter what you said, he’d always disagree
  you swore that one day you would be
  …better than him…one day you’d win
  
  agony:
  you’re hiding out in the cellar
  aching and ashamed, covering up the bruises
  
  me:
  and then he would tell her
  how i tripped and hurt my head, how i’d always be a loser
  
  koro : fear
  
  agony:
  you’re all alone in your bedroom
  how could you learn to care, when nobody cares for you
  
  me:
  mother said he’d be home soon
  but he never came, as for me…he didn’t have to…
  
  (bkz: ayreon)
  (bkz: the human equation)
• ayreon'in yeni ep'si elected'daki piyano versiyonu ile daha da can acitan sarki.
  
  (bkz: joost van den broek)
  (bkz: marjan welman)
• 2:43'ten sonra flütle gitar öyle bir giriyor ki, hiç bitmesin denilecek kadar huzurlu, hüzünlü. sepya.
• kalbimi acıtan, hüzünlü.
  
  çok hüzünlü.
• dream theater şarkısı gibi başlayıp jethro tull şarkısı gibi devam ediyor.