consequence

• the butterfly effect in begins here albumunun 3. parcasi
  
  clutching my heart i cant feel anymore
  laughing til death as i fall to the floor
  irony cruel, calling my name
  suffer this consequence
  the shame that youve given me
  i still breathe
  your love is sickness i savour like wine
  drillling down hard like a blade in my spine
  damaged nerve endings are feeding me raw
  thought patterns processed
  i still cant ignore your hate
  precious pain
  
  broken and bitter are the faces you tread
  left in your wake are the trails of the dead
  shape-shifting sands move and twist undertow
  no depth perception has made you shallow
  
  now im freezing for you
  burn alive
  wont stop now and still i try
  im alive
  bleed if i want to, if i want to, if i want to
  i'l bleed if i want to now and still i try
  im alive
  
  frost-bitten fingertips scratching my name
  you left me here to suffer the blame
  callously cruel is your punishment
  lies to deceive
  is this my consequence?
  
  damage me damage me
  hate me to death
  cripple me cripple me
  there's nothing left
  parasite poisonous
  left under skin
  slow self-addiction