runaway train

• call you up in the middle of the night
  like a firefly without a light.
  you were there like a blow torch burning.
  i was a key that i could use a little turning.
  
  so tired i couldn't sleep.
  so many secrets i couldn't keep.
  promised myself i wouldn't weep,
  one more promise i couldn't keep.
  
  it seems no one can help me now.
  i'm in too deep, there's no way out.
  this time i really led myself away.
  
  runaway train never going back,
  wrong way on a one way track.
  seems like i should be getting somewhere.
  some how i'm neither here or there.
  
  can you help me remember how to smile.
  make it somehow all seem worth a while.
  how on earth did i get so jaded.
  life's mystery seems so faded.
  
  i can go where no one else can go.
  i know what no one else knows.
  here i am just drownin' in the rain
  with a ticket for a runaway train.
  
  ev'rything seems cut and dry
  day and night, earth and sky.
  somehow i just don't believe it.
  
  runaway train never going back,
  wrong way on a one way track.
  seems like i should be getting somewhere.
  some how i'm neither here or there.
  
  bought a ticket for a runaway train.
  like a mad man laughin' at the rain,
  little out of touch, little insane.
  just easier than dealing with the pain.
  
  seklinde sozleri olan guzel sarki..