going under

• clutching at straws albümünde bulunan şahane marillion parçası... fish bunalımını, karmaşasını, ikilemini yansıtan harika sözleri vardır...
  
  lyrics: dick^**
  music: dick/kelly/mosley/rothery/trewavas
  
  is it wrong to talk to myself even when there's nobody else
  i'm just checking out that i'm not gone under the water
  thrown on the beach like a seal ready for slaughter
  can't you understand that the way things were planned
  it never worked out so i just went crazy
  i took to the drink, like something says its "maybe"
  
  i ain't got no excuse and that's really the news
  got nothing else to say, that it's my way, it's always my way
  i seem to be running away so often
  
  i'll try anything once and that's the way we should be
  but it's always the same getting caught up again in a habit
  a habit i just can't shake off the way it always turned out
  
  can you understand it's the way i choose to be
  everything seems so easy this way but i'm going under fast
  slipping away
  am i so crazy