my friends

• ing.arkadaslarim anlamina gelen silence 4 sarkisi..
  
  i was so lost in my pain
  fear was melting my brain
  i was counting the days to insanity
  i was afraid to move myself
  
  afraid to hurt myself
  more than i had until that day
  everything i believed in
  everything i fought for
  was now underneath my feet
  and my heartbeat
  was so gone
  couldn't be felt by anyone
  so alone it gave me the creeps
  my drugs got me in bed
  went up to my head
  and i really don't wanna depend
  
  so i'll stick to
  my friends and my friends and my car and my friends
  my friends and my cards and my car and my friends
  martini 'till the end play pool again
  
  never thought to end like this
  no one told me it would be like this
  i'm amazed with myself
  and my brain and my pain, and my pain and my brain
  are delivering to my health
  my self-confidence was broken while my trust was taken
  and it left me with an empty life
  and this knife
  rests on the middle of my bed
  i think in all the things she said
  close my eyes and sleep
  all these drugs in my head
  it seems i'm already dead
  and i really don't wanna depend
  
  so i'll stick to
  my friends and my friends and my car and my friends
  my friends and my cards and my car and my friends
  martini 'till the end play pool again
  
  can't smoke anymore
  can't drink anymore
  still i do it, i do it again
  lost everything i had
  far from mom, far from dad
  i thank god for my good, good friends
  but where's this god that i mention?
  where is he right now?
  as i die as slowly as i can?
  all my plans went down the hole
  my life has no goal
  and i wonder if is this worth it?
  but my friends took my hand
  helped to lift myself again
  and that's what i really love
  
  so i'll stick to
  my friends and my friends and my car and my friends
  my friends and my cards and my car and my friends
  martini 'till the end play pool again
• i love all of you
  hurt by the cold
  so hard and lonely too
  when you don't know yourself
  dizeleriyle kafama kazınmış,red hot chilli peppers in one hot minute albümünden, pazar günlerinin depresifliğine uyan şarkı.
• warner bros'un mtv'de yayınlatmak için istediği, videosu nirvana'nın nevermind albümünün kaydedilmiş olduğu kayıt stüdyosunda çekilen, dave navarro'yla uyum sağlamaya çalıştıkları dönemden bir red hot chili peppers şarkısı.
• greatest hits albümünde breaking the girlün ardından çalmasıyla insanı daha da bir depresif duygulara sürükleyen rhcp şarkısı.
• (bkz: hold on to your friends)
• sweeney todd'un soundtrack'inden bir parca.. filmin en etkileyici sahnelerinden birinde sweeney todd ve mrs. lovett tarafindan soylenir..
  
  mrs. lovett (spoken)
  
  my! them handles is chased silver, ain't they?
  
  sweeney todd (spoken)
  
  silver, yes.
  (sung)
  these are my friends.
  see how they glisten.
  see this one shine...
  how he smiles in the light.
  my friend.
  my faithful friend...
  speak to me friend.
  whisper...
  i'll listen.
  i know, i know you've been locked
  out of sight
  all these years, like me
  my friend...
  well i've come home to find you waiting.
  home, and we're together!
  and we'll do wonders.
  won't we?
  you there, my friend?
  
  mrs. lovett
  
  i'm your friend too, mr. todd
  if you only knew, mr. todd
  ooh, mr. todd
  you're warm in my hand.
  you've come home!
  always had a fondness for you, i did.
  
  sweeney todd (simultaneously)
  
  come let me hold you.
  now, with a sigh, you grow warm in my hand.
  my friend!
  my clever friend...
  
  mrs. lovett
  
  never you fear, mr. todd
  you can move in here, mr. todd
  mr. todd, splendors.
  you never have dreamed
  all your days
  will be yours!
  i'm your friend
  and you're mine!
  don't they shine beautiful?
  silver's good enough for me, mr. t.
  
  sweeney todd (simultaneously)
  
  rest now, my friends.
  soon, i'll unfold you.
  soon you'll know splendors
  you never have dreamed
  all you days,
  my lucky friends
  'til now your shine was merely silver.
  friends, you shall drip rubies, you'll soon drip precious rubies...
  (spoken)
  at last! my right arm is complete again!
• harika bir rhcp şarkısı..
  
  "i heard a little girl
  and what she said
  was something beautiful
  to give... your love
  no matter what"
  
  şarkının özellikle bu kısmına bayılmaktayım..
• kafamda çaldığımda bile tüylerimi kaldırtan, gençliğime döndürten etkileyici red hot chili peppers parçası. red hot'ın en underrated albümü one hot minute'in hitidir. dave navarro dönemine ait diye konserlerde çalmıyor olmaları çok yazık.
• "ex girlfriend called me up, alone and desperate on prison phone" kısmında ilk dinlediğim dönemlerdeki durumların şartlanmışlığıyla hala gözlerimi dolduran şarkı.
• laura marling'in 3. albümü a creature i don't know'un 7 numaralı şarkısı.
  
  my friends, my dear friends
  and lovers, oh my lovers
  i'd leave you for them
  
  they got a hand on my back
  
  mama has money now and mama has friends
  she's making rags for some uptown hags
  with their money in bags
  and why are you so sad?
  
  why are you always so sad?
  why do i not understand?
  why don't i see what it is you see?
  why can i live and just be?
  
  i'm full of guilt
  i am full of guilt
  you're very tall, you're very handsome
  you have it all, your skin smells like man
  
  and i, you never know how i ache
  you will never know how i ache
  don't touch that in grace
  
  ever considered the sea?
  i heard you had to be strong
  why not float around with me?
  it won't take you so long
  
  you can go where i'm at
  you can hang around with me
  and a few good men will go where they all
  where they all not be
  and a few good mothers go for what they,
  what they all not teach
  
  and i long for a touch or reminder of us but,
  but it must not be
  
  and a few strong branches over water reach for what they all not reach
  
  i hope your mother knows where it is you have been
  i hope your mother knows what it is you have seen
  she'd be so proud
  she will never know how i ache