alone in the dark

• opera ix grubunun 1995 de yayınladıgı the call of the wood albumunun giriş parcasi.ayrica albumun en iyisi.
  eternal suffering.
  everlasting oblivion of tears falling into the dust.
  i want to die.
  but the three mothers don't grip my hand
  they want the cycle to be completed.
  i'm walking through this autumnal mist
  where everything dies
  and where everything's anguish and loneliness.
  i mortify my heart with love's pain
  and fall into the hollow deep abyss.
  i'm alone in the dark
  my being transfixed by a circle of shining souls
  but their laments can nothing against frost
  hate and the macabre veil winding my soul
  in an obscure seal.
  i would shed blood but something's hindering that to me
  which dark force gives my spirit strength
  thou condemned to wander in this mist thick as pain
  i'm alone in mater tenebra.
  amen.
  i enjoy this event.i son of darkness drink my tears
  from the calix of the god who never forsakes
  who turns defeat into victory.
  i raise my hands up towards the northern icy wind
  and to the nothing i yell.
  th at vision is mild and pure wrapped into the torments wind
  i stretch out my hand but everything disappears
  so i close the circle of fire once more
  and i find myself again alone in the dark.
  i celebrate the ancient names of this pagan winter
  looking for lymph and power
  for his soul now i've lost into emptiness.
  lost in mater tenebra.
  satan's masses mutate the weak.