seasick yet still docked

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  i am a poor freezingly cold soul
  so far from where
  i intended to go
  scavenging through life's very constant lulls
  so far from where i'm determined to go
  
  wish i knew the way to reach the one i love
  there is no way ...
  wish i had the charm to attract the one i love
  but you see, i've got no charm
  mmm...
  
  tonight i've consumed much more than i can hold
  oh, this is very clear to you
  and you can tell i have never really loved
  you can tell, by the way, i sleep all day
  
  and all of my life no-one gave me anything
  no-one has ever given me anything
  my love is as sharp as a needle in your eye
  you must be such a fool
  to pass me by