bird

• tristania'nın ashes albumunden bir parça.
  
  a friendly push
  off the cliff - is all i need
  a sudden change
  or a smile
  could make me feel alive,
  anything to take the ignorance away
  
  there is a hole in my chest
  where my heart used to be
  if you're looking for emptiness,
  i'm what you need
  colder and darker and worse
  sometimes life's just a curse
  
  my ashen face
  my snow-white skin
  perfect isolation
  time – slips
  my asylum years
  will end in silence
  without tears
  
  all illusions lost
  all colours faded
  a senseless pain
  transparent
  imperfection
  falling
  like a sparrow to the ground
  leave no trace of life
  
  music as my ship set sails
  through the window
  from the street
  divine
  goodbye
  
  leave no marks
  upon my skin
  dreamless sleep
  the convent walls on fire
  goodbye
  
  dreams and betrayal - hand in hand
  falling apart in a drug wonderland
  unable to move and talk
  unable to care at all...
  
  somebody is knocking at my door
  somebody - i think i have seen before
  i'm trembled and shaken and stirred
  i wish i could be a bird