to have and have not

• she shivered, afraid that i would shoot
  she`d panic, afraid that i would not
  she drank it all right before my eyes
  said, be my lucifer, be my lord of flies
  
  i can take all your blasphemy
  i can take all your sins
  i can end any moment
  and let new one begin
  
  she said, do it and do it now
  yeah, let all black birds fly again
  for all fires that burned before
  as hell`s fire, shall burn bright once more