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• disintegrationdan cok guzel bir the cure parcasi.
  
  ve sozleri de ho$.
  
  hopelessly drift in the eyes of the ghost again
  down on my knees and my hands in the air again
  pushing my face in the memory of you again
  but i never know if it's real
  never know how i wanted to feel
  never quite said what i wanted to say to you
  never quite managed the words to explain to you
  never quite knew how to make them beleivable
  and now the time has gone
  another time undone
  hopelessly fighting the devil
  futility
  feeling the monster climb deeper inside of me
  feeling him gnawing my heart away hungrily
  i'll never lose this pain
  never dream of you again..