freaks

• live'in secret samadhi albumunden bir sarki.
  
  if the mother goes to sleep with you
  will you run and tell geraldo
  if the mother bears your children without tears
  without the usual costs of labor
  
  if the mother goes to bed with you
  will you run and tell the neighbors
  will you hide behind that get up that you wear
  or will take the first ear that comes into contact with your blade
  like peter did on the hill
  
  will you call her a freak?
  will you call them freaks?
  
  if the mother goes to bed with you
  will you run and tell the papers
  how she picked you from a line up in downtown philadelphia
  with a cigarette hangin' out of your mouth and henry miller in your back pocket
  you little fucker
  
  if the mother goes to bed with you
  in the bowels of the cathedral
  will you render her asunder^* with what she really needs
  or will you crash that beautiful silence with some talk about
  finding yourself in your mother's arms
  
  will you call her a freak
  will you call them freaks
  or will you call them gods
  will you call them freaks
  
  you know your sperm is weak
  you never looked, so high
  to ever find her so low
  you did not have to go, that far
  "to show her you were holy"
  
  now you know they're gonna come for you
  and drag your silly name into the mud
  if the mother bears your children without tears
  and without the usual costs of labor