troublemaker

• bir lyric manyagi olarak ek$i sozluk ahalisini bilgilendirmek vazifemdir. (lyric manyagi yemini, paragraf 2, satir 5)
  
  why do i feel bad again?
  i shouldn't be sad or miss a grin.
  doubt creeps in and doubt creeps out,
  skews the view from my cloud.
  
  troublemaker tempting fate,
  questioning the path i take,
  showing me the twists and turns,
  the forks and points of no return.
  
  i would hold my breath so long
  to wash ashore where i belong.
  
  broken roses on the steps,
  like promises i never kept.
  promises i never made
  but could have honored anyway.
  tied to years, slave to fears,
  i will always hold you dear.
  tired, troubled but sincere,
  wishing... fuck the rime.
  wishing i had a time
  to wish you mine.
  
  every day i choose to spend the rest of my life with her
  and every day i break the molds of lives and worlds.
  i already miss the things that i will never know.
  i will never know the things that i've already missed.