red alert

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  this is me calling, could someone get up the phone, please. i hope you haven´t all forgotten about me. everything is nothing, there, i´ve said it again and again and again, i´m jumping someone else´s train. wrong is right or right is wrong, can´t even figure out where i belong now, but how am i ever gonna get a grip, when i slip and trip over just about every little thing there is...hey, i´m not gonna crack, i´m not gonna crack, i´m not gonna crack this time, i´ll feel fine and nothing in the world is gonna make me wine. that´s easier said than done, for sure, my mood swings have begun, so pure, and i´m feeling the pain in my brain again, feeling the pain again, feeling so lame again...
  
  in search for the homecrowd! i can´t get it out!
  
  this is a never ending story, i need someone to puzzle it for me, need someone to solve the mistery of the reaccuring madness, tearing me down into a sea of sadness...sad...sad as it never was...mad...mad as it never was. and i could never see myself sinking all the way, but now i´m too alone to even get away - get away from the pain in my brain, am i still sane? i guess i worry too much about what is said and done, i should shut down my brain and have some fun, but there´s a fire burning inside of me, you can´t put it out all that easily. burning is living to me, everybody...help - don´t need somebody !
  
  i can´t tell what i really feel, cause in a mood like this i don´t really feel. i´m not really me at all, more like a shadow of myself, trapped by my own mind, trapped by myself, so may the force be with me forever, surrender to the dark side never. i wanna gain control you see, so that the empire´s never gonna strike back on me!