still alive

• dreadful shadows'un estrangement albümünden bir parca.
  
  all the endless ways i walked along
  but i never found someone at the end
  all the dreadful dreams i dreamt
  but i always woke up in the morning
  to the headless and legless i went
  but what did they want to tell me
  in the water of a deep blue sea i swam
  but i was not drowned
  
  in the light of the fire on that place
  i've seen that burning face
  in the fire of that lightning place
  i've seen my face, but i'm still alive
  
  all the silly games i played with you
  all attacks that i survived i don't care
  and i stood on the top of the highest rocks
  never been so close to eternity
  all the valleys of death - didn't try to avoid
  but no sunbeam met my face again
  as my body was ice it melted slow
  but the night was cold, i'm still alive
  
  in the light of the fire on that place
  i've seen that burning face
  in the fire of that lightning place
  i've seen my face, but i'm still alive
  
  in the light - of the fire -
  i've seen a light - in the night -
  in the light - of the fire -
  i've seen my face
• (bkz: im still alive)
• portal soundtrack'inden jonathan coulton parcasi. soyleyen de ellen mclain. sozlerini de yazayim tam olsun:
  
  this was a triumph
  i'm making a note here
  huge success
  it's hard to overstate my satisfaction
  aperture science
  
  we do what we must because we can
  for the good of all of us except for the ones who are dead
  but there's no sense crying over every mistake
  you just keep on trying until you run out of cake
  and the science gets done and you make a neat gun
  for the people who are still alive
  
  i'm not even angry
  i'm being so sincere right now
  even though you broke my heart and killed me
  and torn into pieces
  and threw every piece into a fire
  as they burned it hurt because i was so happy for you!
  now these points of data make a wonderful line
  and we're out of beta, we're releasing on time
  so i'm glad i got burned
  think of all the things we learned for the people that are still alive
  
  go ahead and leave me
  i think i prefer to stay inside
  maybe you'll find someone else to help you
  maybe black mesa
  that was a joke, haha, fat chance
  anyway this cake is great, it's so delicious and moist
  look at me still talking, when there's science to do
  when i look out there it makes me glad i'm not you
  i've experiments to run, there is research to be done
  on the people who are still alive
  
  and believe me i am still alive
  i'm doing science and i'm still alive
  i feel fantastic and i'm still alive
  while you are dying i'll be still alive
  and when you're dead i'll be still alive
  still alive, still alive
• portal soundtrack'ten temin edilebilir.
  
  --- spoiler ---
  portal'ın bitiş demosunda konsoldan ascii art resimler ve creditz'le beraber çalar
  --- spoiler ---
• portal, half life nedir bilmeyen, hayatında hiç görmemiş ve duymamış biri olarak bir ders sunumu esnasında dinlediğim ve anında hafızama kazınan şarkı. zira dinlediğim günden beri dinlemekteyim. ses tonu, sözler, tını, ironi.. oyunu hiç bilmeyen biri için bile bir şeyler ifade edebiliyor, bilgisayar oyunlarından nefret eden beni bile oyunu oynamaya yöneltebiliyor.
• tırlatmış yapay zeka glados tarafından söylenen, dinleyenin yüzünde bir tebessüm oluşturan, acıklı şarkı.
• oyunda dillendirenin mekanik tonda konusmaktan ve bizi laboratuar sicani gibi kosturmaktan baska isi olmayan bir yapay zeka olmasindan dolayi biraz da ironi iceren sarki. ayirca internet kullanicisi cogu kisinin farkedebilecegi gibi cok begenilmistir cok tutmustur. misal http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=shcpueatsxi , http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bqrsylytltu
  artik oyun endustrisi icerisinde sanata daha agir yer verildiginin bir gostergesi olarak nitelenebilir.
  ah evet "and when you're dead i'll be still alive"^*
• mirror's edge'in tanıtımlarında çalan lisa miskovsky şarkısı. ayrıca kişisel olarak "adı still alive olan şarkılarının güzel olması" şeklinde bir genelleme yapmamı sağlamıştır.
  
  you have changed
  i have changed
  just like you
  just like you
  
  for how long
  for how long
  must i wait
  i know there's something wrong
  
  your concrete heart isn't beating
  and you tried to
  make it come alive
  
  no shadows
  just red lights
  now i'm here to rescue you
  
  oh i'm still alive
  i'm still alive
  i can't apologise, no
  
  oh i'm still alive
  i'm still alive
  i can't apologise, no
  
  so silent
  no violence
  but inside my head
  so loud and clear
  
  you're screaming
  you're screaming
  cover up with a smile i've learned to fear
  
  just sunshine
  and blue sky
  that's just how it goes
  for living here
  
  come fire
  come fire
  let it burn and love come racing through
  
  oh i'm still alive
  i'm still alive
  i can't apologise, no
  
  oh i'm still alive
  i'm still alive
  i can't apologise, no
  
  learn to lose
  learn to win
  turn my face against the wind
  
  i will move fast
  i will move slow
  take me where i have to go
  
  oh i'm still alive
  i'm still alive
  i can't apologise, no
• parcanin mirror's edge fragmanindaki hali cok guzel (bkz: mirror's edge/@ssg). kendisi onun yaninda vasat kalmis. ayrica enstrumantal daha iyi olurdu gibi geliyor. bana sorun bunlari.
• portal adlı oyunun son bölümünde çekilen eziyeti unutturan müthiş şarkı ayrıca rock band'de çalmak mümkündür.