prayer for nothing

• canaanin "a calling to weakness" albumun super parcasi.. sozleri de soyle oluyor;
  
  thousand are the words
  as i close my eyes
  and drown in my little
  prayer for nothing
  
  like dust dissolving in a water
  too deep, too cold, too dark
  i paint a pale imitation of happiness
  
  with the weak brushes of
  passing desires
  i portray the thousand pale signs
  and the thousand bright years
  wasted after the illusion
  of a no meaning life
  
  while everything disappears
  like a child begging for mercy
  i close my eyes and save
  a last prayer for nothing
  
  waiting for an end that
  never comes..