secret

• bir no use for a name^* parcasi.
  
  father works the late shift, mother drinks
  herself to sleep
  brother's outside fiending with a match
  and gasoline
  they told her lies and gave her no hope
  for tomorrow
  and all the fairy tales just fade away
  the brightest day of all, the one that
  she's been needing
  turns to gray
  the boyfriend calls her crazy, teacher
  bores us all to sleep
  and friends are in the bathroom
  speaking just like enemies
  nobody understands the shame that
  you've been feeling
  the dirty secret living in her heart
  it must be hard to put the pieces back
  together, torn apart
  always there to make you think that
  you're no good
  there's nothing wrong with what
  you've done
  they just wanna lift you up and throw
  you down
  and make you stop when all you
  wanna do is run
  nobody understands her heart that's left
  there bleeding
  the dirty secret living in her mind
  they'll always tell you that you lit the fire
  you're feeding, left behind