zen brain

• i'm going from strange to stranger every year
  i take it back you're panicking
  i just don't know
  i really thought i wanted to go
  but when we're close
  you look through me just like a ghost
  i like sleeping
  i'm only safe when i'm dreaming
  i need a new heart
  this one's hollow
  always scheming
  
  you wait for summer
  and then you wait for winter
  but there's a total lack of splendor
  
  zen brain throw away your crushes
  all your childhood crutches
  super brain never scared of nothing
  violence or loving my way
  today