wish you were gay

• billie eilish'e ait şarkı. şarkının sözleri;
  
  baby, i don't feel so good
  6 words you never understood
  i'll never let you go
  5 words you never say
  ı laugh alone like nothing's wrong
  4 days has never felt so long
  if 3's a crowd and 2 was us
  i slipped away
  
  i just wanna make you feel okay
  but all you do is look the other way
  i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't wanna stay
  i just kinda wish you were gay
  
  is there a reason we're not through?
  is there a 12 step just for you?
  our conversation's all in blue
  11 "heys"
  10 fingers tearing out my hair
  9 times you never made it there
  8 alone at 7, you were 6 minutes away
  
  how am i supposed to make you feel okay
  when all you do is walk the other way
  i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't wanna stay
  i just kinda wish you were gay
  
  to spare my pride
  to give your lack of interest an explanation
  don't say i'm not your type
  just say that i'm not your preferred sexual orientation
  i'm so selfish
  but you make me feel helpless
  and i can't stand another day
  stand another day
  
  i just wanna make you feel okay
  but all you do is look the other way
  i can't tell you how much i wish i didn't wanna stay
  i just kinda wish you were gay
  i just kinda wish you were gay
  i just kinda wish you were gay