thank u

• o şeref bana nail oldu galiba...
  
  how 'bout getting off of these antibiotics
  how 'bout stopping eating when i'm full up
  how 'bout them transparent dangling carrots
  how 'bout that ever elusive kudo
  
  thank you india
  thank you terror
  thank you disillusionment
  thank you frailty
  thank you consequence
  thank you thank you silence
  
  how 'bout me not blaming you for everything
  how 'bout me enjoying the moment for once
  how 'bout how good it feels to finally forgive you
  how 'bout grieving it all one at a time
  
  thank you india
  thank you terror
  thank you disillusionment
  thank you frailty
  thank you consequence
  thank you thank you silence
  
  the moment i let go of it was
  the moment i got more than i could handle
  the moment i jumped off of it was
  the moment i touched down
  
  how 'bout no longer being masochistic
  how 'bout remembering your divinity
  how 'bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out
  how 'bout not equating death with stopping
  
  thank you india
  thank you providence
  thank you disillusionment
  thank you nothingness
  thank you clarity
  thank you thank you silence