heaven's gate

• oh shit, here comes morning
  another ugly bang that i dreaded coming
  go back to sleep, let the curtains protect me
  keep them closed so the light won't get me
  
  stuck inside afraid of big spaces
  too much noise and too many faces
  all the mail left unanswered
  kicking down my door like a final reminder
  
  i've been waiting on it coming, waiting so long
  i want to be there when it all goes off
  and everything i need is in the verification of your genius
  
  ok, but i'm not ready
  i'll get up and go because i feel so guilty
  is anybody there? the door's still ringing
  it's not for me, just another religion
  
  someone, selling something
  i'd let you in but the house is so empty
  feed me, any salvation
  i'm paying through the nose for my inspiration
  
  i've been waiting on it coming, waiting so long
  i want to be there when it all goes off
  and everything i need is in the verification of your genius
  
  wish i could sleep forever
  it's all catching up and i surrender
  clock keeps chipping at my existence
  final reminder, always there in the distance
  
  i've been waiting on it coming, waiting so long
  i want to be there when it all goes off
  and everything i need is in the verification of your genius