so close yet so far

• autmnblaze'in 2000 yılında çıkardığı bleak albümünün süper 5. parçası.. sözler de şöyle:
  
  visit yourself and tell me how you feel
  always i knew what you meant but now i don't know
  i see the trembling veil of your soul and tears that never dry...never
  dry
  woe is me - sometimes i can't sleep at all
  so close - the distance still grows
  and sickness, our foe, still blows
  i noticed your fragile thoughts and stars that changed their colours
  we sat together so far away...so far away
  yesterday i sang a melody of autumn
  in your hearse we'll rest tonight
  tränensaat am seelengrab
  das leben zerrinnt
  ein tropfen im wind
  narbenworte, bruderpein
  ach! wer errät mein trübes sein?
  so close...yet so far...yet so far...