i gotta find a peace of mind

• lauryn hill sarkisi[ymis] bu, bu da lirikleri demek geliyo icimden ama daha ziyade kucuk bir deneme uzunlugunda olmus,
  
  i gotta find peace of mind
  i know another cord...
  i gotta find peace of mind
  see, this what that voice in your head says
  when you try to get peace of mind...
  i gotta find peace of mind, i gotta find peace of mind
  he says it's impossible, but i know it's possible
  he says it's impossible, but i know it's possible
  he says there's no me without him, please help me forget about him
  he takes all my energy, trapped in my memory
  constantly holding me, constantly holding me
  i need to tell you all, all the pain he's caused, mmmm
  i need to tell i'm, i'm undone because, mmmm
  he says it's impossible, but i know it's possible
  he says it's impossible without him, but i know it's possible
  to finally be in love, and know the real meaning of
  a lasting relationship, not based on ownership
  i trust every part of you, cuz all that i... all that you say you do
  you love me despite myself, sometimes i fight myself
  i just can't believe that you, would have anything to do
  with someone so insecure, someone so immature
  oh you inspire me, to be the higher me
  you made my desire pure, you made my desire pure
  just tell me what to say, i can't find the words to say
  please don't be mad with me, i have no identity
  all that i've known is gone, all i was building on
  i don't wanna walk with you, how do i talk to you
  touch my mouth with your hands, touch my mouth with your hands
  oh i wanna understand, the meaning of your embrace
  i know now i have to face, the temptations of my past
  please don't let me disgrace, where my devotion lays
  now that i know the truth, now that it's no excuse
  keeping me from your love, what was i thinking of?
  holding me from your love, what was i thinking of?
  you are my peace of mind, that old me is left behind
  you are my peace of mind, that old me is left behind
  he says it's impossible, but i know it's possible
  he says it's improbable, but i know it's tangeable
  he says it's not grabbable, but i know it's haveable
  cuz anything's possible, oh anything is possible
  please come free my mind, please come meet my mind
  can you see my mind, oh
  won't you come free my mind?
  oh i know it's possible
  anything, anything, anything, anything, anything, yeeey
  anything, anything, anything, anything, yeeey
  anything, anything, anything, anything, anything, yeeey
  oh free! free, free, free your mind
  free, free your mind... free, free your mind
  free, free, free, free your mind
  oh, it's so possible, oh it's so possible
  i'm telling you it's possible, i'm telling you it's possible
  free, free... free, free... free, free... get free now
  free, free... free, free, free, free... free, free
  you're my peace of mind, that old me is left behind
  you're my peace of mind, you're my peace of mind
  he's my peace of mind, he's my peace of mind
  he's my peace of mind, he's my peace of mind
  what a joy it is to be alive
  to get another chance, yeah
  everyday's another chance
  to get it right this time
  everyday's another chance
  oh what a merciful, merciful, merciful god
  oh what a wonderful, wonderful, wonderful god
• lauryn hill meşhuuuurr unplugged konseri sırasında bu şarkıyı söylerken 'oh, it's so possible, oh it's so possible, i'm telling you it's possible, i'm telling you it's possible' kısmını söylerken gözünden gelen bir damla yaştan sonra öyle bir ağlamaya başlar ki ne zaman görsem içim paramparça olur. hele ki 'you're my peace of mind, that old me is left behind' kısmına geldiğinde bir hıçkırması vardır ki bu sırada ne hissettiğini ya da ne düşündüğünü gerçekten çok merak ediyorum. zira bir insanın bu şekilde ağlayabilmesi için epey ağır bir travma geçirmiş ya da geçiriyor olması gerekir diye düşünüyorum.
  
  edit: düşündüm de ; şimdi bu abla bob marley'in oğlu ile bir ilişki yaşıyomuş, çocukları var falan ya. konserde bir abi var uzun rastalı böle, bob marley'e benziyor. geliyor lauryn'e bir şeyler veriyor, bi muhabbet dönüyor falan. acaba diyom bu adam o mu? ablanın ağlaması da bu adamla mı ilgili acaba? tabi lan, başka ne olcak.
• (bkz: lauryn hill rocks)