beyond you

• marillion'un afraid of sunlight albumunden steve hogarth urunu bir parca.
  acitir, aglatir..
  
  if you were a baby i would take you and run
  i could hide you in the folds of my heart
  there's a truth in the madness that i can't get beyond
  and a fever that won't leave me alone
  
  i don't want my heart
  don't want my head
  don't want my friends
  don't want my bed
  i can't live with myself
  i can't live with myself
  can't take no help
  i try to want to
  but i can't get beyond you
  
  i will stare from the window at the shapes in the rain
  as the space between us drives me insane
  
  i can't live with myself
  i can't live with myself
  can't take no help
  don't want no one else
  
  if i was a child
  i would refuse to leave
  i would sit down on the street
  kick my legs and scream
  
  i'm not much of a man
  but i know how i am
  i know this won't fade away
  i will pretend and be strong
  but i wonder where i belong
  
  and the feeling comes in waves
  a hole in my body, aching
  like a heart dying
  a soul crying
  exhausted and insecure
  took all you have and i still want more
  so i reach out to hold you
  but all i do is hurt you
  hurt you
  
  i can't live with myself
  i can't live with myself
  can't take no help
  i try to want to
  but i can't get beyond you
  
  if i was a child i would take you and run
  and i say i don't know... but i know
  and i say i'll go
  
  you just spent the whole day
  driving away
• sözleriyle fish'in agresif dönemini anımsatan, fakat steve hogarth'ın yumuşak sesiyle hayat bulduğunda acı yanısıra enteresan bir şekilde huzur veren, albümün kanımca out of this world'den sonra en iyi parçası...
• (bkz: beyond me)