barely breathing

• bazı şeyler sonradan koyar, dedirten parça . . .
  ilk dinlediğimde aşk vardı, onu hayatımda ilk defa tecrübe etmekteyken bu parça sadece fonda tatlı tatlı çalıyordu . . . hep o günlere ait olacaktı, oysa içini açıp da sözlerinin analizini yaptığımda aslında o tatlı tecrübenin kaderinin bu şarkıda azçok yazılı olduğunu gördüm . . .
• barely breathing
  
  i know what you're doing, i see it all too clear
  i only taste the saline when i kiss away your tears
  you really had me going, wishing on a star
  but the black holes that surround you are heavier by far
  i believed in your confusion, you were so completely torn
  well it must have been that yesterday was the day that i was born
  there's not much to examine, there's nothing left to hide
  you really can't be serious if you have to ask me why
  i say goodbye...
  
  'cause i am barely breathing
  and i can't find the air
  i don't know who i'm kidding
  imagining you care
  and i could stand here waiting
  a fool for another day
  but i don't suppose it's worth the price, worth the price
  the price that i would pay
  
  everyone keeps asking, what's it all about?
  i used to be so certain, and i can't figure out
  what is this attraction? i only feel the pain
  there's nothing left to reason and only you to blame
  will it ever change?
  
  'cause i am barely breathing
  and i can't find the air
  i don't know who i'm kidding
  imagining you care
  and i could stand here waiting
  a fool for another day
  but i don't suppose it's worth the price, worth the price
  the price that i would pay
  but i'm thinking it over anyway...
  
  i've come to find
  i may never know
  your changing mind
  is it friend or foe?
  
  i rise above
  or sink below
  with every time
  you come and go
  please don't come and go
  
  'cause i am barely breathing
  and i can't find the air
  i don't know who i'm kidding
  imagining you care
  and i could stand here waiting
  a fool for another day
  but i don't suppose it's worth the price, worth the price
  the price that i would pay
  but i'm thinking it over anyway...
• (bkz: duncan sheik)
• alacak nefes bırakmayan parça.
• annemle sabahları arabayla okula gittiğimiz dönemlerden kalma capitol radio mix tape şarkılarından biridir bu barely breathing, aklı başına gelmiş dönemde dinlendiğinde tesadüfen tekrar, yani o sözlerin birşeyler ifade edeceği olayları dozaj üstü yaşadığında "ya biz o kasetleri nereye kaldırdık acaba" diye meraklandırdı beni, çok güzel bir şarkı..
  cause i am barely breathing
  and i can't find the air
  i don't know who i'm kidding
  imagining you care
  and i could stand here waiting
  a fool for another day
  but i don't suppose it's worth the price, worth the price
  the price that i would pay
• fena bir parça 00'larda ergen değildim ama 00'larda ergen gibi hissettiriyor