state of mind

• ing. ruh hali.. ayni zamanda cok ba$arili fakat hic bir makinada tamami cali$mayan demo..
• sonunda 1.2 version'i ile tamamini seyredebildigim, yazildigi yil olan 1998'e gore cok cok cok ba$arili olan tek coder'i skal/bomb 'a helal olsun dedirten, dec alpha, linux, win32, dos4gw gibi 1500 farkli version'i olan $ahane demo..
• (bkz: senser)
• (bkz: piece of mind)
• bir pro-pain şarkısı
• (bkz: virgin state of mind)
• holly valance'tan gene yürek hoplatan bir çalışma. videosu ustaca yazılmış senaryosuyla göz dolduruyor. kurgusu anlayabildiğim kadarıyla şöyle: holly önce popo kavisini kapatmayı bir karışla kaçırmış eteğiyle hopluyor, zıplıyor efendime söyleyeyim yerlerde yatıp yuvarlanıyor velakin usta oyunculuğu sayesinde hiç bir yerciğini göstermeden bu parkuru tamamlıyor. daha sonra duvarlara sürtünerek bir yerlere gidiyor soyunuyor giyiniyor filan (gene hiç bir tarafını göstermeden tabi), yolda bir adam görüyor ona da sürtünüyor.. (buralarını anlamadım) derken klibimizin sonuna geliyoruz. holly bunca yorgunluktan sonra kendini bir yatağa atıyor, ve fakat gene boş durmayıp burada da debelenip gerdan kırıyor (yastığa sürtünüp)..
• holly valance versiyonu gecenin (ya da sabahin) bu saatinde dinlenince apartmani ayaga kaldirdigi tecrube edilen $arki... ozellikle hatunun "uuuh! yeaaah! auoahhh!" $eklinde anirdigi kisimda ust ve alt kattakilerin ko$turmaya ba$ladigi gozlemlenen parca... kapiniza her an biri dayanabilir "porno mu izliyon lan deyyus!" diye...
• holly valance'ın beni hayretler içerisinde bırakan baya güzel şarkısı.bu hayretimin sebebi kiss kiss gibi çok başarısız ikinci sınıf bir şarkıyı da bu bayanın söylemesidir.
• sozleri $oyledir:
  
  i am tireless, sub zero, comin' from the wireless.
  won't be no scenery, no part of the machinery.
  i go on and on, but never below,
  so now you see me and know. you can check it and go
  'cause i'm so bored that i can't even pretend no more,
  it's so pathetic that i'm rolling around on the floor
  laughing - at one big gag
  and every now and then they pull another rabbit out of the bag
  of sad diversions, useless tedious excursions,
  roll into unrealistic, crypto-fascistic,
  comedy doctorine. kick the ballistics
  again and again and again, just say when
  ya had enough, sad enough or mad enough
  to do something simple and kind,
  now is the time
  a change of state of mind.
  
  i am a loner, a zoner. i utilize the microphone
  and if they try a tap i leave 'em hangin' on the telephone.
  they're wasted, so wasted, so
  they're waiting for the visitors so they can go and try again
  on the next step, on the next one.
  come on and get some, jet some, static,
  solid-state, automatic.
  sporadic and random - 'cause nobody planned 'em.
  anarchy, free thought can't be bought,
  so disregard the lessons and the shit you've been taught.
  i'm saying it and now they're playing it to me
  larger than life every day and this is what they say:
  
  shut your mouth and get back in line
  and if you don't like it -
  well it suits us just fine.
  we pull the levers
  we hold the strings
  and these are just a few of our favourite things.
  learn the words of the company song
  "white is right is right is strong".
  come on children all sing along
  'cause if you think you can change
  you were never more wrong.
  
  no fuck that - you won't take me
  you won't break me and you'll never make me
  step in line, step march in time.
  well you can violate my body but my soul is still mine.
  you must think that i'm fucking stupid, man,
  if you think i'm gonna hang with the program,
  some fool schedule.
  i don't give a shit about what is or isn't cool.
  i make the rules, i stand alone
  and if they try a tap i leave 'em hangin' on the telephone.
  
  one of these days i'm gonna get sectioned,
  i bet they even say it's for my own protection.
  rejection leads straight to correction.
  look out, here comes a strange injection...
  they've got a drug to numb my erection,
  but they won't take this from me:
  my state of mind.