never is a promise

• dünyanın en sevimli fiona apple şarkısı. klibinde örgülü saçlarla pek hoştur pek de güzel söyler hem.
  "never is a promise and you cant afford to lie"
• sözleri şöyle tam olarak:
  
  you'll never see the courage i know
  its colors' richness won't appear within your view
  i'll never glow - the way that you glow
  your presence dominates the judgements made on you
  
  but as the scenery grows, i see in different lights
  the shades and shadows undulate in my perception
  my feelings swell and stretch; i see from greater heights
  i understand what i am still too proud to mention - to you
  
  you'll say you understand, but you don't understand
  you'll say you'd never give up seeing eye to eye
  but never is a promise, and you can't afford to lie
  
  you'll never touch - these things that i hold
  the skin of my emotions lies beneath my own
  you'll never feel the heat of this soul
  my fever burns me deeper than ive ever shown - to you
  
  you'll say, don't fear your dreams, it's easier than it seems
  you'll say you'd never let me fall from hopes so high
  but never is a promise and you can't afford to lie
  
  you'll never live the life that i live
  i'll never live the life that wakes me in the night
  you'll never hear the message i give
  you'll say it looks as though i might give up this fight
  
  but as the scenery grows, i see in different lights
  the shades and shadows undulate in my perception
  my feelings swell and stretch, i see from greater heights
  i realize what i am now too smart to mention - to you
  
  you'll say you understand, you'll never understand
  i'll say i'll never wake up knowing how or why
  i don't know what to believe in, you don't know who i am
  you'll say i need appeasing when i start to cry
  but never is a promise and i'll never need a lie
• "asla" verilmiş bir sözdür, ve sana yalan söyleyemem ben...
• "...and i'll never need a lie" ile biterek hem nokta koyan hem iç burkan şarkı.
• ilk dinleyişte hayran olunacak bir şarkı. en ağır sözlerin en sakin sesle söylenen şarkılarda olduğunu ispatlayan bir diğer eser. benzerleri için (bkz: hallelujah), (bkz: famous blue raincoat), (bkz: a sorta fairytale), vb.
• bazen insanı yoran bazen de insanı uyandıran garip bir parça.
• fiona'nın bu şarkıya çektiği klip için burdan buyrun :
  
  http://link.brightcove.com/…d44160875/bctid14247129
• "shadows undulate..." derken fioana apple'in sesinin icerde bir yerde dalgalandigi,dalgalananin goz yaslarindan oturu goruntu oldugunu cok sonra anladigim,(bkz: criminal) (bkz: to your love) ile arasinda secim yapmak guzel bir ahiret sorusu olurdu diye dusundugum sarki.(bkz: sarkiyi sevmek)
• fiona apple'ın 1996 yılında çıkardığı tidal adlı albümde yer alır. fiona'nın ''you'll say you understand, but you don't understand'' demesiyle içiniz burkulur.
• surekli "i will never break up with you" diye kafa utuleyen (buraya utulemek fiilinden cok daha uygun olan baska bir fiil var ancak...) sevgilinin ayrilirken "uhmm.. i know i'm breaking my word but.." diye zirvalayasini izlerken icimden mirildandigim sarki.