internal torment

• paradise lost'un lost paradise albümünün kapanış parçası...
  
  as you stare into the depths of darkness
  illusions of your mind pressured by horror
  standing on a plain of desolation
  the streams of frozen mist are shattered by the sun
  travel through the uncaring skies
  prepare for this defeat
  once you're dead your eyes are shut forever
  is it just the darkness that greets our pleas?
  
  trapped in my skull, sanities locked inside
  can't express my feelings, the pain i must hide
  my body possessed by an unseen force
  crippled for life
  as i try to speak my voice...
  no physical pain you will feel
  is this mental insanity real?
  
  no future an obscenity
  why was i chosen to suffer?
  hoping i wake up and the curse has left my soul
  
  attempts at speech are drowned in laughter
  i writhe and grit my teeth in anger... why...?
  not allowed to make decisions
  if only i could tell them all i can think
  
  in my afterlife, i'll rise again
  destroy all the ones who laughed
  kill them all...
  able to think, flex my limbs, talk and socialise, live my life
• satanized adlı black metal türk grubunun bir parçası.
  güzel bir rife sahip olan bir parça gibi.
  
  black metal parçalarının bok gibi kliplerine nazaran klibi yine eh işte dedirtir.
  
  aha bu da klibi