child psychology

• black box recorderdan. altı yaşından beri sıkılanlara.
• "life is unfair.. kill yourself or get over it."
• i stopped talking when i was six years old
  i didn't want anything more to do with the outside world
  i was happy being quiet
  but of course they wouldn't leave me alone
  my parents tried every trick in the book
  from speech therapists to child psychologists
  they even tried bribery
  i could have anything, as long as i said it out loud
  
  life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
  life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
  
  of course this episode didn't last forever
  i'd made my point and it was time to move on
  to peel away the next layer of deceit
  and see what new surprises lay in store
  my school report said i showed no interest
  'a disruptive influence' i felt sorry for them in a way
  and when they finally expelled me
  it didn't mean a thing
  
  life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
  life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
  
  ("at that time she stopped what she was doing, she stopped playing... she stared, she had the
  facial grimacing... and then the psychiatrist was saying, "julie, julie, can you hear me? can you
  open your eyes? can you stick out your tongue?" and all of a sudden, julie struck out")
  
  the november when i came home the christmas decorations were already up
  spray on snow, coloured flashing lights
  and an artificial tree that played silent night
  over and over again
  my parents welcomed me with loving arms
  but within an hour were back at each others throats
  normal, happy childhood back on course
  batteries not included
  
  life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
  life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
  life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
  life is unfair, kill yourself or get over it
• love over six centuriesle aynı havaya sahip, benzerlik gösteren şarkı.
• 20 mart carsamba günü saat 18.00de sabanci universitesi nde ekrem düzen tarafından verilecek olan seminerin konusu.
• (bkz: çocuk psikolojisi)
• bir kere gecenin ucunde kelakala bi yerde duydugum ve dun gece bir barda dinleyip tekrar hayran oldugum sarki. sarkinin black box recordera ait oldugunu ogrenince de ayri bi sasirmis,sevinmistim.
• ilk dinlediğim black box recorder şarkısı olmakla beraber, "vay be ne kadar da orjinalmiş" dememi sağlamıştır. dinlendirirken farkında olmadan bunalıma sokabilen bir şarkı..
• her dinlediğimde gözümün önüne the virgin suicides'ın kirsten dunst'ını getiren şarkı... e güsel de giderdi hani playground love'ın yanına diyorum bu açıdan da...
• (bkz: england made me)